shakingSilence

Chesh the Girrquiderfly Empress

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The Bond That Bleeds by shakingSilence, literature

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The Bond That Bleeds

There was the older girl The one with blonde highlights Who had never liked The touch of a man Never liked binding of lips Nor the lust within her She was the one who remained naive longer than the others But was always told she had pretty eyes So the naive girl with blonde highlights and pretty eyes Met you And you changed her You, the younger boy With brown curls And moles speckled across your cheeks and neck So now She always forgets How important you are to her She doesn't remember When you became that important. She knows that she, One of horrible judgment, Chose you and just Fell Fell into a dark illusion One of arms not reall

Sane On This Illuminated Street by shakingSilence, literature

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Sane On This Illuminated Street

A welcome calmness fills the humid midnight air, the street empty aside from the occasional car that would come passing through. The adults and children lay asleep in their beds but the teenagers sit up at night texting and ignoring the teachers that told them they needed to sleep to prepare for that big test tomorrow. The skunk and the raccoon wander yards and streets in hopes of finding something to eat without any disturbances. A faint laugh breaks the almost silence as a car pulls into the driveway of the largest house on the block and a girl stumbles out of the passenger seat obviously intoxicated and no older than sixteen. He helps her

That Wasn't Love by shakingSilence, literature

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That Wasn't Love

The boy loves a girl and that girl loves the boy They must with how often they say it. and kiss. and stare. They just must... Right? But he treats her like trash And she's there for the sex They say "I love you" "I'm here" "I trust you" "I care" But how is that love? Do they believe what they say? Are they suppressing the knowledge that neither heart wants to stay? Maybe it's subconscious or maybe they know. Maybe it's a game where rules are a no. But those are just theories, because how could I know. I've never been in love I've just let my feelings go. But one day they'll wake up hand in hand

Love, The Oh So Reciprocal by shakingSilence, literature

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Love, The Oh So Reciprocal

Love. Such a fickle thing... so RECIPROCAL. You get EXACTLY what you give. So here's a tip for you boy... And I suggest you take it to that little girlfriend of yours. You treat her like she is the sun brightening YOUR skies .... then so simply will she.... look upon you as if you are the white moon, illuminating her own skies amongst all the darkness that constantly threatens to cloud her stars.

Losing Sight of You, Losing Myself Too. by shakingSilence, literature

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Losing Sight of You, Losing Myself Too.

I look upon the waves with hesitant courage. The salty air fills my lungs and burns my throat. My toes curl, digging themselves deeper into the sand. It's an attempt to plant myself so I don't have to move. I don't want to move. The water strikes the shore and water rides up the sand. I watch it get so close that I almost jump back. I don't though because it stops an inch from my feet. Without realizing it, I had clenched my fists, nail to palm. I don't want to be courageous. A hand presses to the small of my back. Silent voices urge me to take those few steps forward. Or are they silent? they might be real but I don't know My head is here

A Songbird Started a New Song This Sunday by shakingSilence, literature

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A Songbird Started a New Song This Sunday

This Sunday started our songbird to sing, sweet songs(uncounted syllables) of sworn secrets, strange stories and savored falsehood. This bird’s ballad gets bequeathed upon bored ears by the best bear traps so even those bearing brains believe the billions of broken bones within the breed bestowed upon them were broken by this ballad alone. Today, now Tuesday, the tales try forth, as terrible truths that test our tears not to tilt minds towards trickery until we trade trusted knowledge into a tainted telling. So within the wavered words of wonders not withheld, where the one’s who wail wasted waves of truth wish not to dwell, wa

An Artist's Pain by shakingSilence, literature

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An Artist's Pain

Art is the source of your FRUSTRATION Driving you insane with disbelief Convincing you constantly of having "bad ideas" Saying you'll never be good enough Saying it's about time to give up But in the end you don't Art takes you on a FIELD TRIP A different place, a whole other world Alone, completely away from home Giving an escape from reality Showing you are forever safe there And you never really want to leave Yet you always go back home Art is your closest FRIEND There to pull you up when you are down To free you from your pain And always listens when you need to vent Proving you'll never be alone Showing love when no one else will St

Fuerte by shakingSilence, literature

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Fuerte

Fuerte means strong Strong is usually paired With athletes and bullies Not the others out there Not you and not me But what others don't realize Is that is only for looks To show off power To show off appearance But they have weak minds The strongest are those That hold in their struggle That get bullied and still Come back every day Just to escape what is at home Because in their lives Bullying is nothing They go home to much worse To pain a bully ignores Because they'll never understand They dont not have a father A house, A home They have an abusive boyfriend A damaged mother A dying grandfather And then the others out there That ca

Am I Happy Yet? by shakingSilence, literature

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Am I Happy Yet?

Darkness. Fear. Temptation. Hatred. sorrow. All this NEGATIVITY, it BLINDS me and FILLS me with RAGE and with PAIN. Could there really be a LIGHT at the END of this winding tunnel? The ONLY THING in this world that even has a CHANCE To make it all WORTH it Is an IMAGE or a SCENE that captures Just how AMAZING life can be Our minds can find no SOLACE in the POLLUTED WAYS of now But I know there is a CURE and the SOLUTION is so simple All that can save us now is BEAUTY so I turn to the MOST BEAUTIFUL thing That I have SEEN in our dying world At first it was DIFFICULT to answer What was really just OVERTHOUGHT The most beautiful thing is LIF

Three Words and a Friendship by shakingSilence, literature

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Three Words and a Friendship

I remember thse long Skype calls Where we would talk for hours From the end of school To the time I fell asleep Conversations long forgotten Full of sourceless laughter And empathetic tears You pulled me from care When we took turns asking questions We learned so much about each other But one day a secret was spilled Our relationship took a terrible toll Who knew three words could impact us As greatly as they did Especially when not returned With the same ferocity You said we were best friends You said you wanted more With these desires came pain Brought upon both you and me The tears were shed more often And venting became more daily M

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The Bond That Bleeds by shakingSilence, literature

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The Bond That Bleeds

Sane On This Illuminated Street by shakingSilence, literature

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Sane On This Illuminated Street

That Wasn't Love by shakingSilence, literature

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That Wasn't Love

Love, The Oh So Reciprocal by shakingSilence, literature

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Love, The Oh So Reciprocal

Losing Sight of You, Losing Myself Too. by shakingSilence, literature

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Losing Sight of You, Losing Myself Too.

A Songbird Started a New Song This Sunday by shakingSilence, literature

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A Songbird Started a New Song This Sunday

An Artist's Pain by shakingSilence, literature

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An Artist's Pain

Fuerte by shakingSilence, literature

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Fuerte

Am I Happy Yet? by shakingSilence, literature

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Am I Happy Yet?

Three Words and a Friendship by shakingSilence, literature

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Three Words and a Friendship

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Dec 18
United States
Deviant for 11 years
She / Her

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If you don't want to read all that, just skip to the PS, although i will be a sad panda if you skip it.. not that i will know but... whatever... ;)

Well, my name is Chesh which i got from Cheshire Cat because he is my all time favorite character from anything ever. My online persona is "Chesh the Magnificent Girrquidderfly Empress". I dislike wearing shirts unless they are long sleeved or sleeveless which probably sounds really weird. Don't really know why I shared that but I guess everyone has a fun fact. I really like roleplay and I am in love with homestuck, I have several OC's from several different fandoms. Luckily for all of you I am not going to obsess over all of that and just going to move onto a different fun fact:
I wrote this while I was supposed to be cleaning my room so that is how important everyone on dA is to me.
I am a writer though I am not entirely confident in my abilities as one, but as far as drawing goes you can count me out because I draw stick figures and circles. My absolute all-time favorite animal is a Panda and occasionally a monkey because they are rockin' as well. I don't think I am going to be writing any full out book story things but I will be posting little random snippets of writing. I love the online world despite its deepest corners that only the daredevils accept the challenge of exploring.
My favorite word is naval and my favorite color is blue. As of the posting of my second ever dA post, anyone who likes what i post is my little panda. I am monophobic... kind of... am... no i totally am. ^_^ thank you little pandas for taking the time to read this and learn a little about me.

PS. If you dont read any of that, read this. I want to keep on writing random crap so if you have any random ideas for something you want to see written, please share them. Its hard to come up with random ideas on my own that everyone else will want to read.

Favourite Movies

Stupidest question of all time, THERE ARE SO MANY TO CHOOSE FROM!

Favourite TV Shows

All the good ones.(does Garfunkel and Oats count?)

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Christina Perri, Train, Dixie Chicks... blah blah blah etc. etc. (Do Garfunkel and Oats count for this too?)

Favourite Books

omg.. so many books to choose from, I wonder which is my favorite?

Favourite Writers

Allie Brosh... Other writers... Because they wrote something good enough to get it published...

Favourite Games

Yes.

Other Interests

Roleplaying, Reading, writing, having my friends walk to my house for absolutely no reason and force me to do stuff with them even when i feel sick. (actually happens)

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shakingSilence

Apr 22, 2015

So I really want to get more views on my work but turns out people have favorites my writing like 7 times. My little pandas.... You have no idea how happy this makes me... I love you all

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shakingSilence

Mar 25, 2015

So I've been thinking about starting a book or whatever about love... and stuff. But I don't know if I should... Should I? >.<

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shakingSilence

Mar 18, 2015

"So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable and, strangely easy to mistake for loathing." -Yvaine, Stardust

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I-slay

Nov 14, 2014

Thank you very much for the favourite. I really appreciate it!

shakingSilence

Nov 17, 2014

No problem, I'm glad I could do something to make you happy. I know how much it means to me when my work is favorited. and, Thank you for taking the time to thank me.